Hi everybody
to this new entry of Montcada in English – Christmas Edition! Today I’d like to
share with you the first of many Christmas stories that are really popular in
English speaking countries. In fact, I want to thank the website American
Literature for posted them. I wish you could enjoy it as I’ve done.
The
first story that I want to share with you was written by the British author
Charles Dickens. By the way, isn’t A Christma’s Carol (I’ll post it later, I
promise), but I am pretty sure you are going to like it.
What
Christmas is as We Grow Older
by
Charles Dickens
Time
was, with most of us, when Christmas Day encircling all our limited world like
a magic ring, left nothing out for us to miss or seek; bound together all our
home enjoyments, affections, and hopes; grouped everything and every one around
the Christmas fire; and made the little picture shining in our bright young
eyes, complete.
Time
came, perhaps, all so soon, when our thoughts over-leaped that narrow boundary;
when there was some one (very dear, we thought then, very beautiful, and
absolutely perfect) wanting to the fulness of our happiness; when we were
wanting too (or we thought so, which did just as well) at the Christmas hearth
by which that some one sat; and when we intertwined with every wreath and
garland of our life that some one's name.
That
was the time for the bright visionary Christmases which have long arisen from
us to show faintly, after summer rain, in the palest edges of the rainbow! That
was the time for the beatified enjoyment of the things that were to be, and
never were, and yet the things that were so real in our resolute hope that it
would be hard to say, now, what realities achieved since, have been stronger!
What!
Did that Christmas never really come when we and the priceless pearl who was
our young choice were received, after the happiest of totally impossible
marriages, by the two united families previously at daggers--drawn on our
account? When brothers and sisters-in-law who had always been rather cool to us
before our relationship was effected, perfectly doted on us, and when fathers
and mothers overwhelmed us with unlimited incomes? Was that Christmas dinner
never really eaten, after which we arose, and generously and eloquently
rendered honour to our late rival, present in the company, then and there
exchanging friendship and forgiveness, and founding an attachment, not to be
surpassed in Greek or Roman story, which subsisted until death? Has that same
rival long ceased to care for that same priceless pearl, and married for money,
and become usurious? Above all, do we really know, now, that we should probably
have been miserable if we had won and worn the pearl, and that we are better
without her?
That
Christmas when we had recently achieved so much fame; when we had been carried
in triumph somewhere, for doing something great and good; when we had won an
honoured and ennobled name, and arrived and were received at home in a shower
of tears of joy; is it possible that THAT Christmas has not come yet?
And
is our life here, at the best, so constituted that, pausing as we advance at
such a noticeable mile-stone in the track as this great birthday, we look back
on the things that never were, as naturally and full as gravely as on the
things that have been and are gone, or have been and still are? If it be so,
and so it seems to be, must we come to the conclusion that life is little
better than a dream, and little worth the loves and strivings that we crowd
into it?
No!
Far be such miscalled philosophy from us, dear Reader, on Christmas Day! Nearer
and closer to our hearts be the Christmas spirit, which is the spirit of active
usefulness, perseverance, cheerful discharge of duty, kindness and forbearance!
It is in the last virtues especially, that we are, or should be, strengthened
by the unaccomplished visions of our youth; for, who shall say that they are
not our teachers to deal gently even with the impalpable nothings of the earth!
Therefore,
as we grow older, let us be more thankful that the circle of our Christmas
associations and of the lessons that they bring, expands! Let us welcome every
one of them, and summon them to take their places by the Christmas hearth.
Welcome,
old aspirations, glittering creatures of an ardent fancy, to your shelter
underneath the holly! We know you, and have not outlived you yet. Welcome, old projects
and old loves, however fleeting, to your nooks among the steadier lights that
burn around us. Welcome, all that was ever real to our hearts; and for the
earnestness that made you real, thanks to Heaven! Do we build no Christmas
castles in the clouds now? Let our thoughts, fluttering like butterflies among
these flowers of children, bear witness! Before this boy, there stretches out a
Future, brighter than we ever looked on in our old romantic time, but bright
with honour and with truth. Around this little head on which the sunny curls
lie heaped, the graces sport, as prettily, as airily, as when there was no
scythe within the reach of Time to shear away the curls of our first-love. Upon
another girl's face near it--placider but smiling bright--a quiet and contented
little face, we see Home fairly written. Shining from the word, as rays shine
from a star, we see how, when our graves are old, other hopes than ours are
young, other hearts than ours are moved; how other ways are smoothed; how other
happiness blooms, ripens, and decays--no, not decays, for other homes and other
bands of children, not yet in being nor for ages yet to be, arise, and bloom
and ripen to the end of all!
Welcome,
everything! Welcome, alike what has been, and what never was, and what we hope
may be, to your shelter underneath the holly, to your places round the
Christmas fire, where what is sits open- hearted! In yonder shadow, do we see
obtruding furtively upon the blaze, an enemy's face? By Christmas Day we do
forgive him! If the injury he has done us may admit of such companionship, let
him come here and take his place. If otherwise, unhappily, let him go hence,
assured that we will never injure nor accuse him.
On
this day we shut out Nothing!
"Pause,"
says a low voice. "Nothing? Think!"
"On
Christmas Day, we will shut out from our fireside, Nothing."
"Not
the shadow of a vast City where the withered leaves are lying deep?" the
voice replies. "Not the shadow that darkens the whole globe? Not the
shadow of the City of the Dead?"
Not
even that. Of all days in the year, we will turn our faces towards that City
upon Christmas Day, and from its silent hosts bring those we loved, among us.
City of the Dead, in the blessed name wherein we are gathered together at this
time, and in the Presence that is here among us according to the promise, we
will receive, and not dismiss, thy people who are dear to us!
Yes.
We can look upon these children angels that alight, so solemnly, so beautifully
among the living children by the fire, and can bear to think how they departed
from us. Entertaining angels unawares, as the Patriarchs did, the playful
children are unconscious of their guests; but we can see them--can see a
radiant arm around one favourite neck, as if there were a tempting of that child
away. Among the celestial figures there is one, a poor misshapen boy on earth,
of a glorious beauty now, of whom his dying mother said it grieved her much to
leave him here, alone, for so many years as it was likely would elapse before
he came to her-- being such a little child. But he went quickly, and was laid
upon her breast, and in her hand she leads him.
There
was a gallant boy, who fell, far away, upon a burning sand beneath a burning
sun, and said, "Tell them at home, with my last love, how much I could
have wished to kiss them once, but that I died contented and had done my
duty!" Or there was another, over whom they read the words,
"Therefore we commit his body to the deep," and so consigned him to
the lonely ocean and sailed on. Or there was another, who lay down to his rest
in the dark shadow of great forests, and, on earth, awoke no more. O shall they
not, from sand and sea and forest, be brought home at such a time!
There
was a dear girl--almost a woman--never to be one--who made a mourning Christmas
in a house of joy, and went her trackless way to the silent City. Do we
recollect her, worn out, faintly whispering what could not be heard, and
falling into that last sleep for weariness? O look upon her now! O look upon
her beauty, her serenity, her changeless youth, her happiness! The daughter of
Jairus was recalled to life, to die; but she, more blest, has heard the same
voice, saying unto her, "Arise for ever!"
We
had a friend who was our friend from early days, with whom we often pictured the
changes that were to come upon our lives, and merrily imagined how we would
speak, and walk, and think, and talk, when we came to be old. His destined
habitation in the City of the Dead received him in his prime. Shall he be shut
out from our Christmas remembrance? Would his love have so excluded us? Lost
friend, lost child, lost parent, sister, brother, husband, wife, we will not so
discard you! You shall hold your cherished places in our Christmas hearts, and
by our Christmas fires; and in the season of immortal hope, and on the birthday
of immortal mercy, we will shut out Nothing!
The
winter sun goes down over town and village; on the sea it makes a rosy path, as
if the Sacred tread were fresh upon the water. A few more moments, and it
sinks, and night comes on, and lights begin to sparkle in the prospect. On the
hill-side beyond the shapelessly-diffused town, and in the quiet keeping of the
trees that gird the village-steeple, remembrances are cut in stone, planted in
common flowers, growing in grass, entwined with lowly brambles around many a
mound of earth. In town and village, there are doors and windows closed against
the weather, there are flaming logs heaped high, there are joyful faces, there
is healthy music of voices. Be all ungentleness and harm excluded from the
temples of the Household Gods, but be those remembrances admitted with tender
encouragement! They are of the time and all its comforting and peaceful
reassurances; and of the history that re-united even upon earth the living and
the dead; and of the broad beneficence and goodness that too many men have
tried to tear to narrow shreds.
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